National Thanksgiving for Family Caregiving

            My birth, 50 years ago on November 28, interrupted both a football game and my mom’s OB/GYN’s Thanksgiving dinner at home with his family. And this year will be my first without my mom, who passed away from pancreatic cancer in April. November is also National Family Caregiver Month, so I’ve been asked to honor and share the profound realities caregivers face. This is hard for both the caregiver and the spouse, and given that November is also a month of gratitude, I want to take a more Thanksgiving approach to this topic. Despite the challenges, there are moments of gratitude and support that make this journey worthwhile. At the risk of sounding like a martyr (because I don’t want to sound like a martyr), being a caregiver makes surprises and celebrations harder than maybe they are for regular people.

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Balancing caregiving with personal needs can be challenging. For instance, when I turned 40, I managed to take a much-needed break with friends, which provided a rare moment of respite. I had very young children, worked full-time as an English teacher, and wrote my first novel. There was no way I wasn’t going “away-away” from my family to celebrate, and I was lucky to have a group of ladies from all different parts of my life join me. Besides throwing up after hot yoga, which I don’t recommend to anyone, the long weekend at the Parrot House, an Airbnb somewhere in southern Florida, was exactly what I needed. This year, though, everyone is asking what I’m doing for my 50th, and I want to scream, “Nothing.” Endpoint. Exclamation point. This year I just want to survive Thanksgiving and not spend the entire holiday weekend missing my mom as she was my best caregiver. Sorry, Pops, we both know this to be true for both of us. She knew the words of support we needed even when we didn’t realize we needed them.

Being a caregiver means being responsible for a lot of moving parts. Now that our kids are older, one might think leaving them for a trip would be easier, but that doesn’t seem to be the case for us. They are involved in so many activities as teenagers (who don’t drive yet thankfully) that staying home is simply easier. They are also expressing a lot of animosity about having to “help their dad” which is maybe normal for self-centered teens of parents with disabilities or maybe our kids are just “extra” right now– but regardless of it makes Geoff feel bad when he should not. We are a family, and family helps wherever and whenever possible.      

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My anxiety is pretty much high all the time making the very thought of traveling nearly impossible. Maybe in the spring, I tell people, let me get through this first (without my mom) Thanksgiving, Christmas, and our children’s ski racing season. Then I wonder if Geoff and I should go away together somewhere instead because we don’t do that given the cost of travel these days. I resent others who seem to just drop everything at a seemingly moment's notice and zip away. But we remain incredibly grateful for the friends and family who step in to help in the everyday chaos of life– to Geoff’s best friend Jeff, who did some cosmetic work on his car to help us to sell it; to his boss Rob, for letting him scoot out of work on a busy weekend to catch some of our kids’ soccer games; to our parents for trying to fill in the gaps of missing my mom so much.

Support networks are crucial for caregivers. Friends, family, and community resources can provide much-needed relief and encouragement. Self-care is also vital—taking time for oneself, seeking professional help if needed, and connecting with other caregivers can make a significant difference.

Thanksgiving and my 50th birthday will be difficult this year, but we will continue to pass the potatoes and be surrounded by love and good food and the gratitude of memory. Happy Thanksgiving from our family to yours.

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About the Author - Heather Krill

Heather Krill is a writer- wife- teacher- mom, living in northern New Hampshire with her husband Geoff, a paraplegic adventure athlete, and two tweenagers, a son and daughter aged 13 and 12. A high school teacher and coach for 26 years, Heather has been a blogging contributor for six years.

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